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hi, I’m Rhiana, Im 20 and I live just outside of Montreal. in the fall I’ll be studying psychology and women’s studies at McGill.
some things I love: my cats, going to shows, people watching, rugby, food, feminism, etc.
I’m always trying to educate myself and be aware of my privileges, but if I say or do something stupid, definitely call me on it.
I make a lot of personal posts, and honestly, Im kind of annoying at times. but if ya dig, that’s cool!

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146, 147/365

I am not happy this morning. I work up at 530am to get a call at 6 that my 830 class is cancelled. Like, I had to leave at 630.. So I went back to bed for an hour and now I feel more tired. 

Also, yesterday was actually the worst. Im going to come to my english class on monday and everyone is going to be thinking, oh wow thats the girl who cried over her grade. YES I am that type of person.

but tonight the halloween party and I plan to get very drunk. I drink because I hate my life.

145/365- October 23rd, 2012 Wow, so yesterday I fucked up my english mid term, because Im not actually very smart. Then I got an essay that I wrote back and I fucked that up too.  It’s funny because it’s my fault. I am so fucking capable but I’m fucking struggling at the same time. 

145/365- October 23rd, 2012

Wow, so yesterday I fucked up my english mid term, because Im not actually very smart. Then I got an essay that I wrote back and I fucked that up too. 

It’s funny because it’s my fault. I am so fucking capable but I’m fucking struggling at the same time. 

143, 144/365

Yesterday my team finally won a rugby game!! Good things. Unfortunately, there is one game left to the season… I’m sad for the season to be finished, but also a little relieved. I need to focus on my school work without an added distraction.

Today I have a midterm in my english class. No. 

133, 137, 139, 141/365

So, I’m half way through my semester. Good things.

130/365- October 8th, 2012

I saw a football game (Montreal vs Winnipeg) and I was so fucking bored. Rugby has really changed my view on the sport; football is just really slow.

I ate so much food day. Like, I ate this whole bag of caramel chex mix. SO yummy though!

129/365- October 7th

So, this weekend has been pretty good. On friday I went out with some of the rugby girls for dinner and then we went out to a pub with the boys. A great drunken time was had by all.

Yesterday though I went to a potluck for my civi rugby team and it was okay. The people that I know well weren’t there, so I felt awkward and out of place. I also missed Two Door Cinema Club for that.

Then today was so chill. I helped with the thanksgiving dinner (I’M A CANADIAN YO). I made a cool vegetarian gravy! Now I’m having pumpkin pie (and icecream and whip cream) and I cake vodka and cream soda martini (if I can call it that).

gud stuff.

123-126/365

Oh lawdy, it’s been a long week. Assignment after test after test after assignment after test after test.

At least it’s the long weekend and my team dinner tonight :D

122/365- September 30th, 2012 Today is game day and I couldn’t play. So obviously I feel bad because Im letting my team down by not playing. and then my coach made me feel even worse. fuck. I almost gave him the finger when he called me out after the game. LOL Man, was it difficult to watch the game. We bombed big time. Obviously I wouldn’t have made the difference, but it was hard watching because for once I really saw all our faults as a team. fffaaaack.

122/365- September 30th, 2012

Today is game day and I couldn’t play. So obviously I feel bad because Im letting my team down by not playing. and then my coach made me feel even worse. fuck. I almost gave him the finger when he called me out after the game. LOL

Man, was it difficult to watch the game. We bombed big time. Obviously I wouldn’t have made the difference, but it was hard watching because for once I really saw all our faults as a team. fffaaaack.

120/365- September 28th, 2012 So, swelling is hardly going down, which is unfortunate because I need to get out of the house. So yayyy even fatter cheeks than usual. Are any of you braiders?? By that I mean, do you just constantly braid and unbraid and braid your hair all day? By the end of the day, because I have curly hair, my hair is super messy and frizzy. I really need a new cream for my hair, it’s getting long and that means it’s getting more frizzy and crazy. 

120/365- September 28th, 2012

So, swelling is hardly going down, which is unfortunate because I need to get out of the house. So yayyy even fatter cheeks than usual.

Are any of you braiders?? By that I mean, do you just constantly braid and unbraid and braid your hair all day? By the end of the day, because I have curly hair, my hair is super messy and frizzy. I really need a new cream for my hair, it’s getting long and that means it’s getting more frizzy and crazy. 

117 & 119/365 

So I had my wisdom teeth removed yesterday. ALL FOUR OF THEM. I really can’t handle pain and I actually made my mom stay with me in the room.

Things I’ve done since yesterday:

  • was paranoid that my stitches were coming out and I was going to die and my mouth really hurt and so I was balling and my mommy came and sat with me and said alll will be okay
  • watched movies
  • watched TV
  • laid on the couch all day
  • akawardly ate food
  • studied

111-115/365

Woo, haven’t really gotten around to doing this eh. 

So today I played a rugby game against this one college that like, one the three past years. We lost and it was because we fucking have to work on a good defence. It was not a good game for my either. My hooking sucked and my tackles sucked. 

I don’t get hurt by other people as much as Im able to hurt myself. I hurt myself by doing stupid tackles. So I ended up giving myself a minor minor concussion because I knocked my head on the ground after bringing a girl down on top of me. BAD TACKLE

I bought new cleats! Like, real rugby cleats; Im not using soccer cleats anymore. I was totally overdue for new ones anyway. The ones I have now are finally starting to fall apart after 4 seasons. Pretty good. The studs are so worn and the new cleats are so new. It’s exciting and I can’t wait to break ‘em in. As if I would break them in during a game, way to get bad blisters. 

110/365- September 18th, 2012 I was quite the bitch today. There is just this type of girl (or girls) in my gym class where they think they’re being so cutesy for being shy and not knowing what to do. This is a completely beginners judo class, no one knows what to do, so stop giggling and just go for it. We all look dumb. Anyways. So, this girl comments on my legs because they’re all bruised up. and shes all super preppy and nice and shit, right. Me: I play rugbyHer: Oh I used to play too, I like rugby!Me: Why not come play for the vanier (our college) team?!(Then I thought I heard) Her: oh, I suckMe: Well you can totally get better! (Then she corrects me) Her: No, I said the team sucks. what the fuck. Yes, tell one of the players of that team that the team sucks. You’re a fucking a plus person.  We did a fitness thing, girl can only do ‘girl’ push ups and I beat her in the run we had to do (of course, she started off all fast, which is stupid because then you’re exhausted way sooner). Do you want to tell me we suck, again? and me, a fucking fatty beat you. suck it. 

110/365- September 18th, 2012

I was quite the bitch today. There is just this type of girl (or girls) in my gym class where they think they’re being so cutesy for being shy and not knowing what to do. This is a completely beginners judo class, no one knows what to do, so stop giggling and just go for it. We all look dumb.

Anyways. So, this girl comments on my legs because they’re all bruised up. and shes all super preppy and nice and shit, right.

Me: I play rugby
Her: Oh I used to play too, I like rugby!
Me: Why not come play for the vanier (our college) team?!
(Then I thought I heard) Her: oh, I suck
Me: Well you can totally get better!
(Then she corrects me) Her: No, I said the team sucks.

what the fuck. Yes, tell one of the players of that team that the team sucks. You’re a fucking a plus person. 

We did a fitness thing, girl can only do ‘girl’ push ups and I beat her in the run we had to do (of course, she started off all fast, which is stupid because then you’re exhausted way sooner). Do you want to tell me we suck, again?

and me, a fucking fatty beat you. suck it. 

108/365- September 16th, 2012 Sunday’s are rugby days.  Maaaan did I work hard in my game today. I can tell by the amount of bruises all over my legs. Getting home and soaking in a warm bath tub is the best after a game. It was a good game, our team is a bit unexperienced, but we definitely pulled through. They really surprised me and Im super excited for this season!

108/365- September 16th, 2012

Sunday’s are rugby days. 

Maaaan did I work hard in my game today. I can tell by the amount of bruises all over my legs. Getting home and soaking in a warm bath tub is the best after a game.

It was a good game, our team is a bit unexperienced, but we definitely pulled through. They really surprised me and Im super excited for this season!

106/365- September 14th, 2012 yayyyy I pretty much just finished an assignment and I understand the material we’re going to have a quiz on for monday!  Have you ever had a teacher that’s pretentious, condescending and says, “Im not an asshole, Im just acting like the people you’re going to meet later on in life”. I was really excited for my complimentary class, theatre, but this fucking teacher. 

106/365- September 14th, 2012

yayyyy I pretty much just finished an assignment and I understand the material we’re going to have a quiz on for monday! 

Have you ever had a teacher that’s pretentious, condescending and says, “Im not an asshole, Im just acting like the people you’re going to meet later on in life”. I was really excited for my complimentary class, theatre, but this fucking teacher. 

105/365- September 13th, 2012

feelings while working on an assignment for one my classes. I totally had high expectations this semester; I was going to make deans list and be on top of my work. Three weeks in and im done and I could care less. But it would kill me if I didn’t do well… sooooo, Im not fucked yet, Im not fucked at all, I will be fine and I will do gud.

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